painliesbeneath

All right...so yeah! lol I'm kinda tired and stuff but it was so freakin' awesome!!!!!!!

I wasn't even sure if Escape the Fate was really going to come! Since when I bought the tickets, I didn't see their name on it but I thought, since they joined the tour at the last moment.

But yeah, the doors opened at 6:30PM and my brother, my sister and I were still at home. lol We didn't leave until about 6:50 or so and we got there around 7:20-ish. I feared that Escape the Fate had already played but I realized that the concert had barely began. The Sleepless(I think that's what their name was) was the first band to play. I didn't know them of course but they sounded pretty cool. They said one of their songs was on Guitar Hero 3. They stopped playing at about 8:00 or so... but Escape the Fate probably didn't start until about 8:30. They were testing the equipment for the longest time ever. lol

And when they finally showed up, it was the start of an awesome concert. They really turn it up!! I mean, it was just really cool. I can't describe it in words. lol
When they played The Flood and 10 Miles Wide, it was super crazy, everyone mosh pitting against each other and stuff. Craig(former vocalist of Blessthefall) the vocalist, said in-between the song, "Lubbock...I've never been here before." And, "You guys are brutal." Because everyone was just going crazy. lol

Well, Craig was freakin' awesome. lol He ended up hanging from the ceiling thingy and sung the rest of the last song there with his shirt off. I was like, wow!! @__@

But I've gotta tell ya, Max(the bassist) is the best. lol He's the only one that came out to greet the fans.
A pic my sister took of Max:

My sister was like, all nervous and shy(I was VERY surprised, I thought she'd go over there by herself since she's so outgoing and stuff) and I was telling here to go up to him and ask him for a handshake or something. She was like, "No!" I kept pushing her forward and stuff. I told her, "Treni, this is a once in a lifetime thing..." And after I told her that, she kinda lightened up and moved forward. Thanks to me(YES, Treni thanks to me), she got to meet him and get a handshake and a hug. I got a hug and handshake as well, but I didn't get all giddy like she did. lmao

She was like, "I am NEVER washing this shirt ever again!!"

Yeah, this concert was really, really awesome.
Ateryu and Hollywood Undead were going to play next, but we decided to leave. hah

Anyway, I better get some sleep and stuff 'cause I have to go to work tomorrow...I have to go in the afternoon, but yeah I just feel tired. lol

Right now is so exciting. :D

Spain qualified for the South African World Cup not too long ago, and now Mexico has qualified as well! :'D I'm just so happy right now. lol Mexico won against El Salvador 4-1 to secure Mexico a spot for the world cup! Also Spain won against Armenia 2-1.
Two teams I go for really did well.

There's also other teams I go for that also won today. Like Ukraine and Uruguay. Ukraine took a victory over England 1-0, and Uruguay took one over Ecuador 2-1.

I'm just really excited over the world cup finally starting up again! I remember back in 2006, not really caring much for soccer at all(with the exception of watching a team from the Mexican league called Cruz Azul every once in a while and when Mexico played also). It was in Mexico, when I saw all of this craze about the Mexican national soccer team and then finally I found out that the World Cup was going on. I found myself wanting to watch all of the games they broadcasted and even going for teams that I didn't even know about.
The team that impressed me was Ukraine, as they were the underdogs of the competition and they were doing great, but eventually all of the teams I was going for got eliminated and I found myself rooting for France when France and Italy faced off for the world cup finals.

France lost, and I was saddened by that.

But ever since then, I've been waiting for the World Cup to come around again. It's been almost four years already and I'm really, really ready to watch it!!

Even if Mexico doesn't win, there will still be more teams I'll cheer on! :'D

So let's go Mexico! :3 Nos vamos al mundial, nos vamos al mundial!!!!!!!!

Well, first off, I feel confident that Mexico will win the Gold Cup against the U.S. on Sunday at 2:00PM. 8D

I saw an awesome game just last night...a couple of hours ago actually. The game started at 9:00 on Thursday and didn't end 'till almost 12:00 because they went to two extra times of 15 minutes then to penalty kicks. Mexico won miraculously with Guillermo Ochoa saving one of Costa Rica's shots and then Carlos Vela finishing off the game by making the fifth shot.

It was a very intense, nerve-wrecking game. XD Mexico played well...WAY better than they had been playing months ago. Let's just hope that they do well in the next few games...two of which they will encounter the U.S...

Yeah, that's one thing I'm excited about. The other thing is that my car might be ready by tomorrow! Yes! XD I can't wait. I've missed my car loads. :( Especially since I saw a blue Trans Am that parked in front of where I work at today and reminded me of my car. I want to sell it but don't get me wrong, I do love the car, just that I just feel unhappy about it most of the time but engine-wise and stuff it's still running strong. I've gone up to 120MPH on it. Shh!! ;)
I called in the afternoon and asked as to when they'd think it'd be ready. I guess they just say that to make me feel content but I really do hope that I get it back tomorrow. But that also means I'll have to cough up the money tomorrow...dang it.

I've been thinking of changing my mind in selling it but things like the paint and some interior work that needs to be done hold back that thought of not selling it. Robert's friend keeps asking about it so I dunno.

Meh...well whatever happens, happens. :D

Oh yeah, and I got my hair cut by Yesenia on Wednesday. Took a hell of a lot of time but it looks pretty good. I got a couple of blue highlights in my hair as well. I wanted to get more but I guess that'll have to wait 'till next time. I was hoping not to see Kristy but that's who I first encountered and who first commented on my hair. Kristy's usually the one who cuts my hair, often for free and last time $5 (that compared to the $25 that Yesenia charged me) and I didn't want to hurt her feelings or anything but yeah...first thing she asked was who had colored my hair. Kristy and Yesenia don't get along as it is so yeah...but I hope she didn't get mad or anything. lol

And I desperately want to draw, but I seem to have forgotten how. D: Not good huh? Well, I guess I'll have to be drawing in my spare time to not get too rusty. XD

Oh yes, and KOF XII came out already...I want to buy it!! 8D I dunno if that's going to happen any time soon seeing as I want to go to that concert in August. But we'll see about that. ;D

So my car,(A 1998 Pontiac Trans Am) finally arrived today. XD I guess my uncle got here around 6:30PM or so...and it sorta sucked that it was raining and I couldn't really test it out like I wanted to. Plus, the car is really low to the ground. lol And Lubbock was sorta flooding already when I was test driving it.

It really needs some interior work, (and the stupid guy we bought it from took out the damn front speakers for some reason so I only have the back ones...and also, the damn idiot didn't bother to put the screws back in, so the door thingy is sorta loose) also, the seats are leather and look really dirty. And also, it sorta gets wet from the window...it's convertible so it's kinda cool. Everything else, except for the air conditioning works pretty well, though. I dunno I'm sorta regretting having bought this one instead of that red one that was well taken care of. If I have the time and money I'm gonna try to fix it up as much as possible. It looks pretty from the outside and stuff so it's all good. And the CD player works...well, not boasting that, but it actually reads the CDs burned by my computer on Windows Vista. That's what I was hoping for so I could burn more CDs with my favorite music.

Overall, I like the car besides the small defects it has. I have a feeling that the car was actually red before it was dark green. It kinda shows and stuff from the doors and a chipped spot. I guess they painted it 'cause they were paying too much insurance since it's convertible and it's a sports car.

I'm really excited about driving it around tomorrow if it's not raining and stuff 'cause when I was driving it around today, it was raining sorta hard and since I'm not used to driving it yet. I have to seriously get a dang pillow and put it behind me or something. lol I'm not used to driving so far back. lol

*sigh*
Well, I've gotta sleep now...I want to wake up early in the morning so I can get stuff done before going to work. X3

I haven't been doing much...and I also haven't really been working too much, either. lol Finally, I get two days off or at least just one day off each week. Though of course I'm not hitting 40 hours or just barely. lol That's the part I hate.

*sigh*

I seem to be in some sort of writer's block for my fics...it seems like I can't write anymore. Or that I'm writing in a different style or something that I just don't like. when I'm writing, and I re-read what I just wrote, I'm like WTF? I'm just making half-assed sentences and I don't really know what else to write.

I don't know, but I used to not get embarrassed about reading what I previously wrote in my earlier fics, but now I think of them as stupid, and well...stupid. I'm like, gosh, what the hell was I thinking? I guess I'm probably criticizing myself too much, but I just don't know...

Also, I have not been able to draw a thing since...well, since last year. What the hell...
I know I don't 'create' the art or anything, I'm just basically re-drawing the picture and try to make it look the same as the original one, but I really haven't been able to get myself to draw anything lately. It's like I'm not interested in drawing anymore...or writing as well.

And OMG, I want that car SO bad. It just makes me sad that I can't have the car I've always wanted...I can think back, like waaay back whenever I first started looking into those cars. I was probably about 12 or so...
And what sucks is that 'the ex' got a new truck not too long ago. He likes to show off. It just makes me hate him even more. I know I'm being a bit envious but still...

Also his comment about, "Look, Lolita, this is where you use two feet to drive." Almost like making fun of me. It's a manual transmission truck and I know that you have to use two feet.
The thing is, I drive using two feet on an automatic transmission car. My dad never told me that it was the wrong way to drive. My mom drives like that, so I guess it's okay for now. But hardly anyone else I know does this.
Actually, I found out that I have a faster reaction to hit the brake pedal with my other foot than with my right one. I was driving one day with just one foot(which I can do but I don't really trust myself and have to keep alert all the time while driving or I'll end up leaving my foot on the gas or something and screw up, like really. Once I was at a parking lot, ready to stop, but I forgot to remove my foot from the gas pedal and pressed it instead of the brake. So I could've hit a car if I had a car in front of me.

*sigh*

But yea...he still keeps bothering me and telling me that he's going to wait for me. He can wait all he wants but there's no way I would seriously date him again.

Although...for some reason I've been thinking a lot about Pedro...my other ex boyfriend. He's in Midland right now, but I just don't know why if I never actually liked him...well, maybe I did a little but I'm just so picky about guys. lol At this rate, I'll never get another boyfriend. lol
Except that he's so serious and thinks like an adult already. One day, (back when we were still going out) he told me that he would come over and play some video games with me and the next day, he told me that video games were for kids. I was like, WTF?
I just shouldn't get involved with either of them and just try to find someone new...
but it's so hard! If people hadn't presented those two guys to me, I STILL would not have a boyfriend.

I just want to find someone who at least has some interests I have and can agree with me when I say, I want to go snowboarding. Other people, including Pedro, Oscar, and my mom disagree. They're like, what's the point? I don't see any point or why she wants to buy a snowboard and blah, blah, blah...

And speaking of snowboarding, I really want the freaking 2K company or SOMEONE to make a good snowboarding game. Amped 2 has had it's time and I really just HATED Amped 3...
SOMEONE PLEASE MAKE AMPED 4 OR SOMETHING!!

Well, enough of my rants...I'm going to try to sleep now. XD

I finally bought a monitor for my computer. Actually, it's a TV, but will mostly serve as my computer monitor. I connect it with the HDMI cord so it's cool.

Though I still need to buy a computer desk or something. lol The furniture I bought isn't really what I wanted...only because my mom suggested it. I was like, whatever...

The dresser with the mirror or whatever it's called is huge...and that one thing for the TV doesn't even work for me. I could put my TV inside it, but it's just a 19" and it looks weird. And besides, it has doors so I have to open and close them and that's just frustrating for me. My bed takes up a lot of space in my room...so I really have no space at all like I used to. I'm sharing my room with my sister now so yea...

Hardly any privacy at all anymore. Well, like there was any in the first place.

My laptop still works...well, only one if the USB cords work and that wasn't really working for me at all. I wanted to plug in something else but the keyboard kept it occupied since the keyboard with the laptop is still not working...I'm going to have to get that part from ebay or something. I still want to use it, but only when I go out of town like going to Mexico and stuff...

And gosh I need to draw SOMETHING. I was trying to draw some stuff but it just didn't work out and I haven't finished anything.

I get today off...I might as well say today since it's already 12:42AM so yea. I was supposed to get Monday off, too but I went to work 'cause I want to get more hours so I can pay off stuff and help my parents.
And gosh the gas is so high...T__T And my car hardly has any gas at all. lol

Saturday and Sunday I had to take this lady I work with to her house 'cause she has no car and no license and her brother doesn't want to pick her up from work.
My mom was pissed 'cause I came home late and didn't tell her that I took her home. Of course she had the right to be worried since it's about 13 minutes outside of town. lol It's still passed the school where I graduated from...and at night. I was sorta nervous and asked this other lady to accompany me. lol So yea...I can't take her home anymore...I feel really comfortable working with her and all, so it's going to suck. :(

I really don't like driving at night. Everything is just so different. It feels calmer and all, but still...

And yesterday was freakin' hot. T___T I miss winter season. Damn it. I hate Summer...it's still spring yet it feels like summer already.

*sigh* Anyway, enough of my rants...going to sleep. XD

So I got a new computer the other day. :3 Which was...I think it was Thursday.

It's pretty cool. It's an HP media something...can't remember right now. Though i just bought the tower. I'm using the TV in our living room as a monitor. lol I'll buy that monitor later when I finish paying off that bed set...

I finally get a day off from work tomorrow...or should I say today. Well, maybe. They might call me since they only have two people scheduled for tomorrow in the afternoon. Damn it.
I haven't had a day off since last, last Sunday...or was it the other, other, other Sunday? Hmm...it's been too long.

I want to go see Chevelle on the 20th...but I dunno. I don't have any money at the moment. XD

I'd better go to sleep already...I want to get up early in the morning so that I can do more stuff. :D

Barely got off work...well, actually about almost an hour ago. lol But...I'm tried. And I'm probably going to work a double shift tomorrow since one person quit and the other person got fired. XD He threw a radio at another worker...hmm...

Crazy people. XD

Eh...well I've been trying to save up for my new computer. The other day, I was going to buy some games from Hastings, but then I thought, 'do I really need these games?' My answer was no. X3 So yea...

And man, I wanted to see that new movie that came out today... I think it's called Funny Games. It looks really good. I dunno I'll have to see what people say online...I'm not going to see it anytime soon 'cause I work afternoons and I'm not going to get a day off at all next week...sucks ass.

And there's Alan at work...he keeps asking me weird questions. lol Like, asking me, do I like this dude, or what type of guys do I like or how I like them...and asks me if I'm still going out with Oscar. I'm not and that's way better. heheh
And he's always teasing me, too. I don't know what's with this guy. Sometimes he can be pretty cool, but other days, he gets on my nerves. But yea...I'm wondering about that.

Not much else...just working and working. T___T

I'm really just trying to write out stuff...now that I've learned to manage my time a little more... >__> Okay, well not managed, but sleeping late and doing that sort of stuff before I go in to work. lol

I just finished updating that new fic I've got going so far...
Chapter 3 is already in the works...and I hope I can actually finish this one and update my other forgotten fics. XD

I dunno if I'll be working tomorrow or not...Alan said if he could work for me, and I was like, "Are you being serious?" 'Cause the guy usually just says stuff to play around. And he was like, "Yea I'm serious." I was like, "Okay...if you want to, I guess..." But he said he'd call tomorrow. X3 I don't exactly know if he'll be calling me or not but I hope I don't have to go in so I can actually clean my room. hahah Not like I can't do it before I go to work, but I like doing my chores in the afternoon so I can crank up the music. Music helps me concentrate more...so yea. In the mornings I can't because my mom is asleep since she works at night. lol I realize that I always have to put, 'she works at night'...I don't want to make her seem like she sleeps in and is lazy...because she's not. I love her loads and she's literally my best friend.
I wish she'd quit that damn job already...working at night is basically just wearing her out loads. I want her to take better care of herself and such...and also my dad.

And yes, I broke off with Oscar a looong time ago. lol Maybe not THAT long ago, but still. It's a relief. It still sorta seems like we're going out or something 'cause he still comes over to our house...
And he's trying to get me to say yes...to get back together. But no, I just don't...FEEL anything for him. Maybe just as a friend, but not anything more.

Anyway...on other matters...
My cat is driving me nuts. lol All it does is meow all morning. Why can't it just curl up on the bed and leave me alone? haha Sounds like I'm being cruel, but yes! It never wants to stay put. This cat is like my sister...can't stay still. I loved my other cat. He was calm and not that feisty. (if I spelled that word right)

It snowed today. XD It was pretty cool. I loved it even if none of it stuck. DX

Work is going pretty good...but the money is now going toward my new bed and dressers...damn. $1,400. Shit...
I wanted a better car, that's what I wanted. Either that, or a new computer. XD

-sigh- Enough of that. I've gotta go to sleep now. X3 And pick up my paycheck tomorrow if I don't work in the afternoon.

I went to work today after having Friday and Saturday off. I got there at 8:00AM and no one was there. I called the manager and I woke him from sleep. I had to wait about 40 minutes for him to get there and open the door. I swept and moped and did some other stuff before starting on the breads. Of course by then two people had gotten there...then another person. But then Laura went home and it was just me, Delaney and Jose. The manager had left as well...it was pretty tough since I was on the other side of making the sandwiches. >__<

Though the good thing is that after the manager got back at around 3:30PM I got to leave. So then I went home and changed to go to Adriana's house to play KOF. hahah, it felt weird dropping in all of the sudden at first. But then it was pretty cool. I took Sammy and Treni along with me.
And so...

I finally got to play KOF XI. X3
It was pretty awesome. It's sorta fast-paced and that's cool. Ash and Beni still fight pretty well. Eiji (or however you spell it) is just awesome. Haven't played as him since 95.
Although I just couldn't beat Magaki. Or whatever his name is. He's such a cheap boss. XD Like if KOF never has cheap bosses. And I thought Krizalid was hard to beat. Or even Mukai.

And I agree with some of the other people who think that it's the best since '98. Well, I thought KOF 2003 was way better than '98.
I like it 'cause my two favorite characters are on it. I might buy a PS2 and stuff just so I can play KOF and SH 3 on it. :3

Oh, and that damn Xbox360 did that 3 lights of death or whatever on me. So stupid. >_____<

I'm really beginning to hate those stupid xboxes.

Ah...well I might go over to her house or invite her to mine and stuff. Though she's not really much of a gamer. Come to think of it, none of the friends I had in school were. I dunno why I didn't hang out with people who did things I did. lol

I started work today. X3 About time they called me. lol I send in applications and no one ever calls me. _o_

Though I guess they need people. lol I went in at 8:30AM and got out at about 4:57...heck, I'll just stay 5:00.

But yea...it's kinda easy. Though not at lunch time. Geez, I wish the manager would just lock the door and say that they're closed. I feet hurt. T___T

So yea...I work at Shlotzkey's or something like that. I dunno how to spell it yet. ^^;

I did a little bit of everything...making the sandwiches and stuff...cleaning off tables and sweeping. I hate going out there 'cause everyone just stares at you. lol

I don't think I'll be going to Adriana's house any time soon...but I'll try. 'Cause I really want to play KOF XI.

And I need to call her...I meant to call her for her birthday...and go over there, but I didn't have a b-day present, anyway...

And that was October 12th. Dang.

Shiiiit...I'm gonna have to go in at 8:00AM tomorrow. Though...the manager said he wasn't going to be there. lol So maybe I can sneak by with going at 8:30...'cause I don't have a car to go in since my mom works at night and sometimes doesn't get home 'till 9:00AM or so...

Anyway...surprisingly, I had a good time. XD I actually kinda like it there. They're not too strict. And besides...when it's the afternoon, you hardly get any customers. 8D That's a good thing.

So Friday I got a PSP and Silent Hill Origins.

I want to go over what I thought about the game.

Personally, first off, I thought that the Climax group that Konami handed over the project to was just a rip-off of the series.
There were so many things that I thought were so a-like from all of the other games. Like, for example, the 'Butcher'. It's like a Pyramid head rip-off. Except that he doesn't rape the monsters, he just kills them for pleasure.

What I found annoying was the game play. Those stupid monsters kept jumping onto me and clinging onto me.
And the breakable weapons? oh, please. How can a hammer break that easily? Even a Katana breaks. And there weren't really too many health drinks and first aid kits to go around.

I was about to give up on it up until I got to the motel alternate part. Then I got to thinking that it does its part in giving you a good scare. In the end, I really liked it despite that not many things came from Climax from scratch. Well, the flashbacks and going through mirrors was, but almost everything else...
And now that I think about it, that's actually how all the SH games are. Well, sort of. They have to adapt some stuff from the other versions.

And today, I finally finished beating it. XD I think everyone gets the good ending on their first time finishing the game, so there wasn't anything special I had to do to beat it.

It took me about 5 hours to beat it all together. It was pretty cool.

It goes straight into the first Silent Hill game.

I hope Climax doesn't mess up Silent Hill 5 and give it breakable weapons. >__<

But...overall, I think they stayed true to the Silent Hill fans in the end. :D

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Also, I checked on King of Fighters XI on Ebgames.com and found that they had it in stock at the store near where I live. So today I bought it. X3 Even though I have no PS2. I'll probably go to Adriana's house and tell her to play KOF XI with me. 8D
Since she's the only friend that I know who has a PS2. Well...it's her brothers but I hope that they don't mind me going over there. ;P

That's if I can ever go. >__<
HE'S always at my house in the afternoons so...yea. -__-;


Also, rock band looks pretty cool. I got to play the guitar and the drums. Though the drums are harder than I thought they'd be.
I think I'll stick with Guitar Hero II and play 'Freebird' 'till I get tired of it. lol

I took a bath...early...then when my brother got home from school, I told him to take a bath since I was going to attempt to straighten his hair. I straightened mine, then his. It was very hard since he has thick hair...then painted his nails, then mine...but then I washed dishes and it got flaky. lol It was pretty cool since me and my brother are very close.

So yea...I went to the Silverstein concert. X3 I really loved it. (despite of all of the pushing-which I know is part of the fun...and it was fun pushing other people-just not when they pushed me XP)
I went with my brother and my friend, Oscar. It was really fun. :3 Even Oscar, (who has probably never gone to a rock concert before) enjoyed it. XD
My mom always asks me, what are you going to dance to? I'm like, mom, there is no dancing there. hahah

I took some pictures, but my camera sucks ass (or maybe it's just me).
And also video, but damn camera can't take THAT much noise. lol

They played my favorite song, Discovering the Waterfront. heheh Loved it. Almost everyone in there was singing that song.

On some random note...I'm surprised that my hair cooperated with me...it wasn't frizzy. xD

The concert...we probably got there at about 8:00PM...and I think Dance Gavin Dance had just finished playing. Then Strike Anywhere, then From Autumn to Ashes...and then it was Silverstein. It ended around 11:08PM or something like that.
To be honest, I didn't really know some of Silverstein's songs 'cause I never really bothered to listen to the new album much. XD Too busy listening to their second album.

Ahh...it was nice, though. XD My feet were extremely tired since I hadn't sat down there or anything. And all of the smoke from the cigarettes was putting me to sleep. lol And also the red bull I drank. Instead of giving me energy, those things make my feel kinda sleepy. @____@

Anyway...yes, I had fun-for once this year. lol
And I just barely looked up that Chevelle is coming in November...might go to that...since (I think) they haven't released anything new...I should know most of their songs. xD

Pretty cool...

So, yea...things aren't really going too well for me today. lol
I went for an appointment at Learn for a lady named Gloria to help me with the financial aid stuff. I guess I'll be starting in January or something...need to take the accuplacer...and will most definitely be taking the math portion of it. T_____T But she says that the reading and writing part I will exempt since I got good scores on TAKS in my high school years.
I need to make a mental note to go take it sometime this week...that, and get a copy of my pin number for the college...damn it...I keep loosing things. >__<
Anyway...I was heading home, but then decided to take a detour and go to Walmart to buy that magazine featuring the Silent Hill 5 preview thingy.
I got on the freeway and...

A pigeon got right in front of the car while I was driving, (I was going about 60MPH) and it just crashed into my front bumper. I was like, SHIIIIIT!! I felt really bad. I checked my rear-view mirror to see if it was somewhere on the road behind, but I saw nothing.

So I got off the freeway to 50th street and parked at United Supermarkets to see if there was any blood(and to get some dinero from my savings account), but what I saw was even worse. IT was still on my car! It's wing was stuck to my light and I had to take it off with my foot! That was sad and gross at the same time. I felt sooo bad. :( I thought it was gonna come back alive and start attacking me. -___-;

I better not go anywhere else today...
I probably will, but I'll be more cautious.

Ah...well shit happens. XD

I downloaded this awesome Guitar Hero clone. XD Called Frets on Fire.
I like it, but my computer always laaaaaags loads when I'm playing it. When I miss a note, I blame the computer. lol

Love playing most of the songs, and even tried out Promise by Akira Yamaoka, but it's on Amazing...which is the hardest level. The easiest and my most used level is Supaeasy. X3

I've been trying to make my own challenge with the song editor. Though I have to convert the files to .ogg files first. XD And when I mess up the whole song mutes, instead of just the guitar part since I don't have the background music and just the guitar part. It's not too easy making your own. lol I can barely make about 1 minute off Elliotts 'Lie Close'. And I'm sort of stuck on what to do after this...hard part. >_<

Meh...I'm still waiting for my Elliott, U.S. Songs CD. Might come in tomorrow...or Monday...Like I mentioned last time. Can't wait for that. XD

Anyway...I finally posted the fic on FF.net...this time, mainly basing it on Kyo. Who will be very confused about his sexuality and stuff...when 'someone else' comes along. Along with loads of
lemon' stuff in it, too. Should be interesting. :3

I went to an interview on the 8th...had to dress properly and stuff. Me and my mom left at around 4:20 and stuff. I didn't get out of there 'till about 6:30. Damn! And there was still a main interview if I got accepted.
The job...well, the main job was to sell cutco. Knives and kitchen ware. I didn't really want to go around selling stuff, so yea...when that lady asked me if I'd be interested in getting into the job, I was like..."Umm...I don't know..."
So I left it at that. The interview person called me back just as I got home, and was like, you have enough time to think about it? I was like, no...
She was like, okay, then if you change your mind, just call us back.
I was like...okay...

*sigh*
I might as well go to Tinseltown to apply there. Our car insurance lady gave me the name of the other lady that works at Tinseltown so I could have a chance in getting hired. Maybe I'll go to that tomorrow. That, and Adriana's house. I need to go pick up that game I let her borrow.

I kinda miss that my cousin went off to Pennsylvania. Hopefully she calls so she can inform me about stuff. XD

Also, I didn't send my ZEN in after all. Damn thing. Well, I'll just buy me another one...we might, or might not go to Mexico again this summer. We might just go for two weeks only then come back. It's been weird so far.
Pedro's been calling me everyday. I mean, is that neccessary? lol I know...I just don't feel like talking every single day. Though...it's kinda nice in a way. :3

Ah...well, better go to sleep and stuff...I want to wake up early and maybe go somewhere instead of staying home. Might go to Hastings or somewhere just to look around and not be bored at home...
I'll see what I'll do...

I've been having problems with my ZEN...ever since I updated to the latest firmware version. It just keeps freezing-even if I'm rebuilding and stuff. It stays frozen, even if I press the reset button at the bottom. It finally turns off when the battery life runs out. I also need a new computer...but that's another subject that I could go on forever with. lol
I even opened my ZEN up and stuff. Hard drive is actually the same as my computer's. XD Just smaller with less space.

I sent two emails to them(and I had to wait about 24 hours or more for each time just to get a reply) just to get some RMA number so I could send it to them to see if they could fix it. Though, I got it packed in a box and everything, I'm having second thoughts about it.
IF they do decide to fix it, the stupid one year warranty will run on the 12th of this month. Which is in 6 days. -__-;

THEN, what would happen is that by the time it takes for the ZEN to get there, it will probably already expire. THEN, I would have to pay for the repairs and everything. If that's the case, then I should just buy a new one......

Anyway...I called for an interview at this place. They pay 12 dollars an hour. Hey, maybe I'll get the job. X3 Then maybe I can get myself a new one. X3

I've still been talking to that guy. We have absolutely, like, no same interests. lol He likes to dress up cowboy-ish, and I don't even like cowboy stuff. lol hahahah He wanted for me to call him when I got up, but I got up at 2:00PM X3 So I didn't call him. ^^;
I know, I'm lazy. lol

Ah, well I finished SH2...the other day. I think it was yesterday. It took me about 7 hours to finish it. lol Or so that's what the rank screen says. I got the 'Leave' ending. Awesome, although I wanted the 'Maria' ending. XD
*Spoiler* here, but I don't get how Maria could 'die' three times in that game. >_<

Also...I bought the Elliott, U.S. Songs CD from Best Buy with that gift card I got from school. Awesome. I should arrive tomorrow...or maybe Friday, or even Monday. Stupid UPS can't ever seem to find our house, though. Might take longer if they return it to UPS and we have to go pick it up like last time we had to pick up what my aunt sent us from Georgia.

Almost forgot! X3 Beni's birthday! X3 Well, I posted that it was on dA, but on here. lol Happy b0day for him! *hugs him to death*

Meh...well, I'll be waiting for that...and I SO want a new MP3 player. XD I liked the ZEN a lot, even if it has been giving me problems lately. I cant wait to see what's in store for the next MP3 from Creative Labs. :3

I didn't have to go to school 'till about 10:30. Boy, was that a mistake. lol I was in a big hurry to try to turn in my portfolio and I missed some things on my table of contents. I wouldn't have not did that if those damn laptop computers weren't so freakin' slow to start up! AND shut down. The one I had was barely shutting down and it took a heck of a time to do that. So I went to the library with my flash drive and printed what I had typed out. THEN, I proceeded to try to print my Product self-evaluation crap that I saved on the damn server. By the time I did that and organized it all, my senior seminar teacher was like, Maria, it's time to go turn it in as it is. So I was like, all right...
Then we went to the back gym. Had a nice little talk and stuff. I had completely forgotten about the damn permission form! I was like, fuck...
So then I told them I forgot it at home, so the assistant principal let me borrow her cell phone for a moment to call my mom and let her confirm that I could go. But, as always she wasn't answering. So, I was like, umm, yea she's not there. So the principal was like, that's OK, we can just say that she did. So they checked me off and we were good to go! :D

Well, not before taking a group photo of us who were here since kindergarten...that was pretty cool. Some people there I hadn't even noticed that were there in kindergarten. XD

So THEN the whole class of 2007 went out to have fun. lol Well, not really all that fun, but it was fun just being there with all of the people you've known since...well, some since kindergarten.
Went to the park to eat...kinda boring and such since there was practically nothing to do.

Then our cheap school took us to Joyland.(should've taken us to six flags or somethin') Which is basically just mainly for little kids...hmm...maybe about 14 year olds and stuff. We were like, the only people there. XD It was really good, though. Because it was just people from our 07 class with no annoying other grades around and other schools. It's kinda late me posting this...but yea. lol

Anyway, we went to it, and I didn't think about having too much fun. The bumper cars were awesome. I got on that loads of times more than any other ride(there wasn't much open, anyway). I got wet going on one of those water rides. My ass was still wet when I got home, but it was all right. :D



Well...school tomorrow...damn it. I wish they would've given us another day off...

I just yesterday, the Xbox messed up for good. Well, parcially my fault. I think my computer shuddered at that moment. lol I punched the Xbox 'cause it kept clicking and it wouldn't take the game...it was stuck or something, but it turns out that it doesn't work anymore. lol Besides that problem of it trying to burn out, I was very tired of it. Though, the good news is that my game did not get stuck in there-at the time, I had opened it...THEN hit it. lol I would usually hit it some for it to get working and stuff, but I guess this time I hit it too hard? Hmm...well another good thing is that my dad said that he would buy us another console. I'm hoping for a PS3...but I doubt it. Maybe a Xbox 360? Well, I'm kinda tired of Xboxes...but if it works fine without defects, I'll take it. XD

heheheh Now I'm left with a couple of Xbox games and two fully functional Xbox controllers...surprisingly.

This cold weather's been nice-well not nice, but I enjoy cold weather for some strange reason-even if it's just ice. Though, I hope it'll all get better 'cause this type of weather isn't good and causes loads of trouble...including frozen water pipes. *grumbles*

Meh, well...in other news, I've been working on some new stories...dealing with yaoi. lol I've been posting in Y!-Gallery...might post in FF.net but I'm not sure.

Whoohoo! I finally beat Silent Hill 4 today. Heheheh I got the “Escape” ending. X3 Which, I admit was kinda hard to get…with me having to ensure that Eileen was safely guarded and not ditch her for long periods of time. I had a bit of help online when I got stuck. T__T Although I do admit that Walter was sort of easy. I just kept whacking at him with the Axe, and I didn’t really give him a chance to attack me after I stuck all eight of the spears into his ‘real’ body. *shakes head* Poor boy. Thinking his mother was a room. I sort of did cheat somewhat looking at what I had to do in order to get the ending, but I was aiming for the Escape ending for the first time I was going to beat the game.
I’m really addicted to that one song…”Tender Sugar” for some reason. :P I played the Silent Hill game, the first one, and got the Bad ending. The lowest one you could get. XD So I aimed to get the happiest one in SH4: The Room. It was a pretty good game…and I really hated those Twin Victims appearing from behind me or something. Heheheh I really screamed when they appeared. :D

I didnt get much stuff...on Christmas. All but a necklace...and...I think that's it. X3 Of course, with all of that money I'm gonna be spending going snowboarding, there ain't gonna be much that I'll be getting anytime soon. XD XD XD Well...there was this acoustic guitar...but I broke one of the strings already...soooooo...yea. ^^; I dunno anything about those things. Was supposed to be for everyone. But I ruined it. hahahah. And I wanted to get an electric one. :P

Aside from all of that…I’ve still gotta check and make sure if I have to purchase that “You Keep the Gear” thing, or if I can just purchase it when I get there…and also what time they open the mountain and close it…I know…I procrastinate loads. XD I shall be leaving on Friday…and if you read this, Axel, yes, it is on your b-day. XD Don't think I didn't forget your b-day. :P We'll see...*evil laugh*